Blogging
cocktail of feelings
ok. suppose to update what is happening but who cares.
i want to talk about today.
specifcally the dinner.
i kinda had a mixture of feelings tonight.
firstly everybody made effort to come!! sinyin was like dozin off then rb and jan all like dying! hahaha. but yay! we all were there ya. very happy to see the old folks again! nv get tired of them.
then ok finding the place!! it is kinda tough. but we got there finally. i kinda like the prata there but JAN SAY IS TASTE LIKE THE ONE NEAR HER SCH. CMON. JALAN KAYU GREAT STUFF OK!!! haha. ok. i wanna try the prata house some time.
i was like sitting with lun & shux, min & lao dao(jun kai la)
weird ok! REAL WEIRD. cmon. i feels like a LIGHT BULB SOMEHOW.
i'm like a only kid there, only person that nv really grow up mentally? which i kinda hate it. just feel off. ok maybe i am weird. weird frequency as well. hmm.
lun is gonna fly tomoro. then sunday is ruby's turn.
skipping training tomoro. sry jia yao! but ya lo.
lastly.
-gone-
i want someone to be lightbulb instead.
i want to talk.
i don't like the awkward silence we had every single time.